Exodus 18; Job 36; Luke 21; 2 Corinthians 6
My hubby teaches me a valuable attitude. He makes regular
trips to specialists since a heart attack over a decade ago and since the
diagnosis of CLL a bit after that. (CLL is a chronic leukemia). Last week one
of his doctors remarked that his bloodwork was “a train wreck” but he is so healthy that it must be due to “divine intervention.” He responded with
his usual statement, “Every day I wake up
by the grace of God.” He has told our friends that his illness and other
medical issues give him opportunities to tell people about Jesus, people that
he would not otherwise encounter.
I’m now trying to do the same. I now talk differently to
my caregivers, including my doctor and the technician in the pacemaker clinic.
When the nurse practitioner from the heart doctor’s office called about my
choice to go off blood thinner, I was led to say in that conversation, “It is well with my soul.” She
responded, “How do you know that hymn?”
and we shared our faith in Christ. She eventually said, “As Christian to Christian, you made the right choice. As medical
practitioner to patient, no way.” then she laughed.
Being bold to share Jesus Christ with others is a
challenge though. Our culture uses His name to cuss and swear. Most people have
little knowledge of the Gospel and some become quite hostile toward spiritual
truths and hearing anyone talk about the Lord, or faith, or church. Jesus said
it would get worse:
Then he said to them, “Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be great earthquakes, and in various places famines and pestilences. And there will be terrors and great signs from heaven. But before all this they will lay their hands on you and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues and prisons, and you will be brought before kings and governors for my name’s sake. This will be your opportunity to bear witness. Settle it therefore in your minds not to meditate beforehand how to answer, for I will give you a mouth and wisdom, which none of your adversaries will be able to withstand or contradict. (Luke 21:10–15)
It seems every generation has seen some of this prophecy and
hopes Jesus will return soon. However, I’m not sure the signs of it are as
important as the attitude I’m supposed to have when I see these indications.
Jesus wants me to realize I am here for a purpose — to bear witness to His
saving power. Not only that, should I be persecuted and put into some sort of
unwanted custody, I’m to tell people whatever God puts in my heart to say.
Certainly this attitude of listening for His instruction is just as important as
having it when I need medical attention and am talking to medical people about
God’s salvation plan and power.
As hubby says, I will never meet a neurologist or a heart
specialist unless my body acts up and puts me in their care. Instead of
complaining about it or being anxious, it is wise to seek God’s instruction. To
borrow a line from John Piper, I’m not to “waste
my illness” by fighting it as much as seeing it as part of the Lord’s plan
to reach others.
APPLY: Realize there will always be days where I have “I don’t want to-itis” and feel sorry
for myself. Realize that God will lift me up when I go to Him, perhaps just by
reminding me that He has eternal purposes for my brain not sending the right
signals to my lungs. And aside from the ‘me’ stuff, there are people out there
in the medical realm that need to know the Great Physician. I’m to be prepared
but not plan any speeches — just say whatever He tells me to say whenever He says
it.
1 comment:
Hope you have a great health. Your Hubby statement was great “Every day I wake up by the grace of God”.
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