The word of the Lord came to me: “Son of man, say to the prince of Tyre, Thus says the Lord God: “Because your heart is proud, and you have said, ‘I am a god, I sit in the seat of the gods, in the heart of the seas,’ yet you are but a man, and no god, though you make your heart like the heart of a god— you are indeed wiser than Daniel; no secret is hidden from you; by your wisdom and your understanding you have made wealth for yourself, and have gathered gold and silver into your treasuries; by your great wisdom in your trade you have increased your wealth, and your heart has become proud in your wealth— therefore thus says the Lord God: Because you make your heart like the heart of a god, therefore, behold, I will bring foreigners upon you, the most ruthless of the nations; and they shall draw their swords against the beauty of your wisdom and defile your splendor. They shall thrust you down into the pit, and you shall die the death of the slain in the heart of the seas. Will you still say, ‘I am a god,’ in the presence of those who kill you, though you are but a man, and no god, in the hands of those who slay you? You shall die the death of the uncircumcised by the hand of foreigners; for I have spoken, declares the Lord God.” (Ezekiel 28:1–10)
In the past week I’ve heard this wild claim from several people, not in the same words but with the same notion that “I rule” not God. Some speak from a position of political leadership. Others speak as if their knowledge is superior to God's ways. A few speak as if they will rule their own lives because they are wise enough to do so.
We all do it in varying degrees. This is why the Lord says:
Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect. (Romans 12:2)The Christian life is characterized by new behavior that flows out of a new way of thinking. This is not just doing God's will but thinking His way. However, even Christians can fail to work on this or even fake it — godly on the outside but sinfully motivated at heart:
But that is not the way you learned Christ!— assuming that you have heard about him and were taught in him, as the truth is in Jesus, to put off your old self, which belongs to your former manner of life and is corrupt through deceitful desires, and to be renewed in the spirit of your minds, and to put on the new self, created after the likeness of God in true righteousness and holiness. Therefore, having put away falsehood, let each one of you speak the truth with his neighbor, for we are members one of another. Be angry and do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger, and give no opportunity to the devil. Let the thief no longer steal, but rather let him labor, doing honest work with his own hands, so that he may have something to share with anyone in need. Let no corrupting talk come out of your mouths, but only such as is good for building up, as fits the occasion, that it may give grace to those who hear. And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. Let all bitterness and wrath and anger and clamor and slander be put away from you, along with all malice. Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you. (Ephesians 4:20–32)This requires a constant awareness. A friend confessed her struggles with knowing the source of her ideas. “Is it mine? Or is it God’s?” One way I know is if an idea or command comes to mind and part of me does not want to do it, that idea is usually from God. Getting over the notion that I can do whatever I want takes a long time to learn. I am not a god.
Jesus, You show me my weaknesses that include qualities I once thought were strengths. How small I am compared to You, how weak and unable. I’m grateful for those lessons yet sad that it takes me so long to kick that pride out — and even recognize it each time it pops back in.