Then the Ziphites went up to Saul at Gibeah, saying, “Is not David hiding among us in the strongholds at Horesh, on the hill of Hachilah, which is south of Jeshimon? Now come down, O king, according to all your heart’s desire to come down, and our part shall be to surrender him into the king’s hand.” And Saul said, “May you be blessed by the Lord, for you have had compassion on me. Go, make yet more sure. Know and see the place where his foot is, and who has seen him there, for it is told me that he is very cunning. See therefore and take note of all the lurking places where he hides, and come back to me with sure information. Then I will go with you. And if he is in the land, I will search him out among all the thousands of Judah.” And they arose and went to Ziph ahead of Saul.At our Bible study last night we shared personal stories of how God showed us His nature and His care for us. It was like pouring water on dry ground. From that, I came home, went online, and viewed a series of feel-good positive videos until nearly 4:00 a.m. and went to bed elated, wonder if that bit of goofiness would keep me from sleep. It didn’t.
Now David and his men were in the wilderness of Maon, in the Arabah to the south of Jeshimon. And Saul and his men went to seek him. And David was told, so he went down to the rock and lived in the wilderness of Maon. And when Saul heard that, he pursued after David in the wilderness of Maon. Saul went on one side of the mountain, and David and his men on the other side of the mountain. And David was hurrying to get away from Saul. As Saul and his men were closing in on David and his men to capture them, a messenger came to Saul, saying, “Hurry and come, for the Philistines have made a raid against the land.” So Saul returned from pursuing after David and went against the Philistines. Therefore that place was called the Rock of Escape. And David went up from there and lived in the strongholds of Engedi. (1 Samuel 23:19–29)
From this, I realized how little it takes to build up inner discouragement. Just a few lost games for the home team, a couple of fictional mysteries, and the evening news, plus a bit of an extra work load and being behind on my chore list. Although I have great devotions and good interaction with people, too many negatives have an effect that I was not aware of until this ‘all-nighter’ with so many positives.
Even the sad stuff was positive. One was a film clip of a fallen soldier lying in his coffin in dress uniform and covered with medals. His dog was there and it jumped up almost into the coffin and laid its head on his master’s chest. Tears came but the tensions over our crazy weather, wars and rumors of wars, aging and ill family and friends, and so many on my prayers who have not yet met Jesus — all seemed to vanish in the joy of seeing love in action from a dog!
Some of what I saw was obviously AI generated, but it didn’t matter. I read again:
Let love be genuine. Abhor what is evil; hold fast to what is good. Love one another with brotherly affection. Outdo one another in showing honor. Do not be slothful in zeal, be fervent in spirit, serve the Lord. Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer. Contribute to the needs of the saints and seek to show hospitality. Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse them. Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep. Live in harmony with one another. Do not be haughty, but associate with the lowly. Never be wise in your own sight. Repay no one evil for evil, but give thought to do what is honorable in the sight of all. If possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all. (Romans 12:9–18)And as we read and studied it last night, and gave examples sharing how obedience to this passage has changed our lives, we were drawn closer to Jesus and to one another. Those negatives might huddle us together in stress, fear, or prayer, but the fruit of the Holy Spirit excels at at a much better intimacy.
Jesus, thank You for being our source of the deepest joy and fellowship, Sharing You with one another lifts our hearts to a deeper relationship with You and one another. How delightful. Now I need a nap!