April 10, 2012

Contentment = enough for today

In the past year, I’ve given away boxes of books, cassette tapes, craft supplies, and dishes. Yesterday I purged my closet. A big box of seldom worn, ill-fitting, or “static-producing” clothes is in the garage, ready to go to charity. I will not miss them. 
 
My next project will likely be my stash of quilting fabric, not so much to give it away, but to sort it and make it easier to find what I need for each project. In reference to this collection of fabric, my hubby once said that I was a hoarder, but I showed him one of those shows on television about hoarding and he will never think that again. He had no idea that hoarding is far more than our accumulation of too much stuff.

I’ve noticed that purging seems to be important to this generation. Some of us have come to a point in our lives where we realize that we will not live long enough to use it all. Besides, if I’m not using it, I could be depriving someone else who actually needs it. 

Another issue is the burden of stuffed cupboards. I can keep most of the house clutter-free, but doing that means putting it somewhere. If I purging the excess, those crowded dressers and closets simply “feel good.” This somehow seems to free up my mind so I can focus on the tasks at hand. This feels good too.
This morning, I read these verses and see that the Word of God also hints at clutter management and the tendency of many people to have more than they need.
So Jehoiachin put off his prison garments. And every day of his life he dined regularly at the king’s table, and for his allowance, a regular allowance was given him by the king, according to his daily needs, as long as he lived. (2 Kings 25:29–30)
This man had been in prison. He “put off” the garments that signified that bondage and was content with a supply, from the king, of daily needs. The reading is a short quote from C. H. Spurgeon. It says, “One staff aids a traveler, but a bundle of staves is a heavy burden.”

Perhaps it is for this reason that Jesus told us to pray for our “daily” bread, rather than the weekly groceries. Too much stuff is a burden. He also said,
Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life? And why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? Therefore do not be anxious, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. (Matthew 6:25–34)
Whether collecting more stuff becomes hoarding or not, the very act of having more than I need suggests a thing or two about my spiritual life. Buying items on sale and stocking up the pantry makes sense when it comes to saving money, even saving shopping time. However, if this gets out of control and items go several years past their “best before” date, then that I am not trusting God to supply my future needs. A stuffed closet could suggest the same thing. I remember an Old Testament story about shoes and clothing not wearing out for years because God took care of His people. Do I trust Him with those daily needs? 

The Bible also reminds me that women are prone to go for “fine clothes” to adorn themselves, but God says a far more important adornment is a gentle and quiet spirit. Am I trying to make up for a lack in that department by filling my closet so I always have some adornment? What are my priorities?
The stuff in my house gives me lots to think about, but I cannot “self diagnose” whether or not I am sinning in having too much. I need to find out what God says. What do I do with having, spending, saving, purging? This requires another “daily” activity. 
Now these Jews were more noble than those in Thessalonica; they received the word with all eagerness, examining the Scriptures daily to see if these things were so. (Acts 17:11)
The “daily bread” in the prayer Jesus’ taught could mean literal food, but it could also mean the food He gives from His Word, food that is “profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for training in righteousness” that I might be “complete and equipped for every good work.” (2 Timothy 3:16–17) 

Like the manna that fed God’s people in the wilderness many years ago, this food must be collected each morning and used each day. From each day’s reading, He gives me “rhema” or a “word” suitable for the needs of that day. Since I have no idea what tomorrow will bring, this is bread could have a definite shelf life. It cannot be hoarded.


Lord, for more than forty years You have given me my daily bread. Each “platter of food” speaks to a need in my life for that day. Your faithfulness is amazing. Also, I know that I cannot gather today what I will need tomorrow. There is no saving up or hoarding when it comes to spiritual food. Yet there is a sense where all that You have supplied accumulates. However, instead of becoming clutter and a bad thing, this becomes a foundation, a well-stocked and satisfying foundation for life. Just as I use bits of fabric to make a quilt, You use verses of wisdom to build my life and help me keep it sorted. Most of all, what You supply is to be used — for my good, the good of others, and for Your glory.

April 9, 2012

The Lord is my Shepherd and my Maker


Anyone who has read or experienced the tending of sheep understands that sheep need a shepherd. They are easily frightened and can stray off into dangerous places. The 23rd Psalm puts images into my mind of the way a shepherd tends to the needs of his flock.
He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul. He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. (Psalm 23:2–3)
Yet David, who wrote this psalm and himself a herder of sheep, did not have sheep in mind. He was talking about himself. He knew he was prone to stray and easily dismayed by his enemies. He knew how much he was like a sheep and how much he needed the Lord’s tender and watchful care.

I notice in these verses that God takes care of His sheep for our sake, but also for His name’s sake. He does it because this reflects who He is and to neglect His sheep would reflect badly on His character. His care is evidence of His love. To let us wander and fend for ourselves is not showing love. To leave us to our sinful ways is not loving either.

Some think that love is permissive. Parents might say that they love their children too much to discipline them or to make them do things they don’t want to do. The children are left to their own devices and choices, and as a result, stray into places that are not good for them. 

If God “loved” me like that, I could not trust or follow Him. I want a shepherd. Life is filled with hidden dangers and I do not know what will happen as a result of my own decisions. I once thought that I did, but realize now that this is arrogance and assumption. Only God knows what the day will bring. Like the psalmist, I can say that His rod and staff are a comfort to me, instruments in His hand to guide me to those green pastures and still waters. Otherwise, who knows where I would stray or where fear and ignorance would take me. 


Today, the idea of green pastures and still waters is very appealing. The word “restore” is a balm. Life has been full, busy and stressful. Yet it is my bent to press on, to add more to my to-do list. I need someone to “make” me go in a different way, “make” me lie down, and put me on paths that are restorative. I am glad that You are my “Maker” (pun intended!) and the One who not only knows the best places and best activities for me, but can lead me to them — all because You perfectly love Your sheep.

April 8, 2012

He is Risen!

He is risen indeed!

If asked, how would I explain my reasons for knowing that Jesus is alive? The most obvious is that the Word of God says that He is. Another reason is that everything that He said would happen to those who believe has happened to me. The Holy Spirit convicts of sin and when I confess it, that sense of guilt and the burden is lifted. He gives me His peace, which lifts me above circumstances. I have that inner assurance of eternal life that He promised. 

But there is another reason. I see Jesus in others who believe. I saw Him in my grandmother, who never said an unkind word about anyone. I saw Him in my mother, who adapted to the changes in her life with humor and grace. I’ve seen Him in countless others, not perfectly for who is perfect, but glimpses of Him that cannot be mimicked or faked.
Then he said to Zebah and Zalmunna, “Where are the men whom you killed at Tabor?” They answered, “As you are, so were they. Every one of them resembled the son of a king.” (Judges 8:18)
Now when they saw the boldness of Peter and John, and perceived that they were uneducated, common men, they were astonished. And they recognized that they had been with Jesus. (Acts 4:13)
As today’s devotional reading says, if the King is our Father, others will recognize a royal likeness.


Today we acknowledge and celebrate the risen Christ. You are life and the Giver of life. However imperfect we are, we have Your seal stamped on us, signifying that we are Your children. Through our imperfections and mistakes, the marks of likeness come through, not because of what we are or do, but because You live in our hearts and we are family.

April 7, 2012

Gigantic challenges avoided by gigantic excuses

If I dare to examine myself, much is revealed by the things that detour or block me from doing things. For instance, I often procrastinate over a difficult project. This reveals that I’m not sure what to do next or how to do it. Instead of finding out, or just getting started, I find something else and leave that project unfinished.
 
Most of the time, the detours happen because I take my eyes off the God who can do all things (and help me do all things) and put them on myself only. Then I see my weaknesses and want to quit. This is faith misplaced and the source of all my excuses. 

I see this in the nation of Israel after they came out of Egypt. They stood on the borders of the land God promised them. They sent in spies to check out the land. The spies came back with their eyes on what they had seen and their interpretation of it, instead of remembering the promises and power of God.
And they told him, “We came to the land to which you sent us. It flows with milk and honey, and this is its fruit. However, the people who dwell in the land are strong, and the cities are fortified and very large. And besides, we saw the descendants of Anak there. The Amalekites dwell in the land of the Negeb. The Hittites, the Jebusites, and the Amorites dwell in the hill country. And the Canaanites dwell by the sea, and along the Jordan… And there we saw the Nephilim (the sons of Anak, who come from the Nephilim), and we seemed to ourselves like grasshoppers, and so we seemed to them.” (Numbers 13:27–29, 33)
I can relate to this report of giants in the land as I think back on many opportunities and ambitions from which I became derailed. I could have written a book (or more than one), but who am I and it is too hard and I’m not sure I know what I am doing. I could have stayed with painting wildlife, but there are many other artists who can do this better than I, and I don’t have time or funds to travel and become well-acquainted with the subject matter. I could have hung out my shingle as a graphic artist, but I’m not skilled at the self-promotion needed to make sales. The list is longer, but these alone tell me how strong I’ve viewed the obstacles and how small I’ve felt in my own eyes.

Having a humble view of self isn’t a bad thing, but not when it is used as an excuse. Better to be like Jonathan when he took his armor-bearer and went up against the Philistines. “Come, let us go over to the garrison of these uncircumcised. It may be that the Lord will work for us, for nothing can hinder the Lord from saving by many or by few.” (1 Samuel 14:6) 

Jonathan could count, as could his armor-bearer. He replied, “Do all that is in your heart. Do as you wish. Behold, I am with you heart and soul.” (1 Samuel 14:7) They knew they were completely outnumbered, but that did not stop them. As they entered the enemy camp and made their initial strike, “There was a panic in the camp, in the field, and among all the people. The garrison and even the raiders trembled, the earth quaked, and it became a very great panic.” (1 Samuel 14:15) 

When God is in the equation, nothing is impossible. This means that if He wanted me to write books, or climb mountains, or whatever, then it could be done. The trouble with making excuses is that it blurs that very important issue: Does God want me to do this? 

How can I hear His voice when my mind is already saying no?


Lord, I will likely never know how my life has been affected by looking at the size of the obstacles instead of looking at You and Your power, and hearing Your voice regarding the steps You want me to take. I can only say, I believe. Forgive my unbelief and help me keep my eyes on the might of my God instead of the size of my challenges.

April 6, 2012

Obedience surpasses knowledge

As a Bible study teacher, I cringe at that old saying, “Those who do, do; those who can’t do, teach.” As I read my old journals I also cringe, for I see a life-long pattern that has kept me from spiritual maturity, the false idea that Christian growth is based on knowledge rather than obedience. It is easy to learn truth and then teach it to others. Doing what I have learned is a greater challenge.
 
While playing Scrabble with some friends, one of them said that making words from the letters of your opponents was always easier than making your own words. When I was a child watching my mother compete in the curling rink, I noticed that the folks on the bench always knew how to make all the shots. When I see someone in hot water, I can always tell them how to get out of it. 
Yet as I read those journals, my own failures stand out. I knew the answers, but instead of doing what I knew, I lamented at my slowness to learn.
My mother’s sons were angry with me; they made me keeper of the vineyards, but my own vineyard I have not kept! (Song of Solomon 1:6)
This Old Testament verse uses a figure of speech. The New Testament puts it in plain and simple terms.
Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one receives the prize? So run that you may obtain it. Every athlete exercises self-control in all things. They do it to receive a perishable wreath, but we an imperishable. So I do not run aimlessly; I do not box as one beating the air. But I discipline my body and keep it under control, lest after preaching to others I myself should be disqualified. (1 Corinthians 9:24–27)
Paul knew that he could preach all he liked, but if he did not practice what he preached, his work would be not approved, but rejected. In modern times, too often this has become a reality. Prominent men in the Christian church have fallen into sin and ruined their ministry and their testimony. For whatever reasons, they failed to take care of their own spiritual well-being.

Hudson Taylor, English missionary to China and founder of the China Inland Mission, lived from 1832-1905. He said of the above verse from the Song of Solomon, “Our attention is here drawn to a danger which is preeminently one of this day: the intense activity of our times may lead to zeal in service to the neglect of personal communion; but such neglect will not only lessen the value of the service, but tend to incapacitate us for the highest service.”

If “intense activity” of his times led to this problem of being too busy for personal communion and thus a failure in ministry, today is much worse. However, as dangerous as being too busy is to my spiritual life, being disobedient to what I do know is even more dangerous. Knowledge can swell the head, but without follow-through, knowing truth can leave the heart untouched.


Lord, I cannot change the folly of my past. You died for my disobedience, sins of ignorance, and those things that I knew I should do, but didn’t. I have no excuses. The only remedy is confession and repentance, then pressing on toward the goal set before me with a greater sense of humility and a fuller awareness of my need for Your grace.