Showing posts with label preparing me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label preparing me. Show all posts

January 12, 2019

I’ve been set-up . . .


The night before a significant birthday, my husband said he was going to a meeting. After settling into a quiet evening, the doorbell rang. This was unusual but likely one of the neighbors who sometimes dropped over in the evening. When I opened the door, my hubby stood there with our daughter — all the way from Texas here to surprise me. I’d been set-up and simply loved the ‘deception’ that brought me to tears and laughter.

Being set-up is not always positive. This morning I’m reading about a negative third factor that was part of “the fullness of time” in preparing the world for the incarnation. Jesus Christ would come with the Hebrew nation longing for their Messiah, the Greek-speaking united empire with their common language, and the Roman system of law with good roads for travel. These positives were combined with a degeneration of morality and religion. People in that part of the world had lost faith in their ancient gods. State religions were formal and rigid, too impersonal. The current philosophies did not appeal to ordinary people. Many were longing for redemption as ‘mystery cults’ rose up offering it through their strange teachings.

Into this came Jesus Christ offering salvation, forgiveness, and peace through faith in Him, His life, death, and resurrection. He supplied the answer to the void of that day, and He still does.

This scenario is part of my story too. I had been living as I wanted, selfishly and doing whatever appealed to me. Such an attitude brought consequences. The man I married was an alcoholic and the marriage failed. I tried to support my children and we barely had enough to eat. Jobs were scarce and so was money. Socially, I felt like a fifth-wheel in most situations. The local church welcomed me as an outsider but I sensed rejection from all sides. I was humbled by my failures (me, who always succeeded) and wondering about life after death. I didn’t know that I was being set-up.

One day, Jesus walked into my living room and into my life. He revealed who He is and why He came. By this time, I was ready for salvation, forgiveness and peace. He knew it, He came — and He has never left.

This factor in “the fullness of time” is important. No one wants a feast if they are satisfied. No one wants a warm coat if they are already warm. No one wants a Tylenol if they are feeling no pain. No one wants a Savior unless they are lost. This horrible sense of having failed in life, failed God, done everything wrong, being a sinner is part of what God must do to prepare the world and prepare individual human hearts for a visit from Him. Unless I felt the need, I would never have welcomed the cure!

Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28–30)

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Lord Jesus, I cannot remember all the details of the room I was in except that the sun was shining through the south windows and my sofa faced them. I was reading a book of false teaching, but it had a verse of Scripture in it and for that moment, You set me up. You timed it exactly right because as soon as I read that verse, You became exceedingly real, offering yourself to be all that I needed. Yes, I’ve since resisted, squirmed, argued and tried again to run my own life, but you have never left. You persist in teaching me, picking me up when I fall down, and turning sorrow and folly into joy with meaning. Anytime, Lord, anytime You want to set me up, I am willing.



June 23, 2018

Prepared for a place . . .


Jesus was leaving. The disciples were upset. He knew what they needed to hear.

“Let not your hearts be troubled. Believe in God; believe also in me. In my Father’s house are many rooms. If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also.” (John 14:1–3)

I was a new Christian the first time I read this. I thought, “Oh good, Jesus knows what it is like to be a homemaker!”

That is not a silly thought. Jesus knows what I need to hear. The Bible talks about Him relating to our lives in every say, except that He didn’t sin. I cannot imagine Jesus doing my household chores yet have even a more difficult time imagining me doing my chores without sin! For one thing, I grumble and complain, either about the chore itself or about the aches and pains it might cause. Jesus did not do that nor is He doing it now as He prepares a place for me.

Instead, Jesus is patient in His work. I know it because while He prepares me for that place, He does it without grumbling or complaining. Those times that I mess up, forget His grace, act as if I am running my own life, or just neglect my responsibilities, He puts His arm around me and encourages me

Tozer asks if I miss the love, mercy and grace of God in this life, who is to be blamed? Certainly not the God who sits on the throne! He made full provision for my salvation. Jesus died for my sins and rose again for my justification. He sent the Holy Spirit, so I have all that I need to serve Him, whether I’m witnessing to my neighbor or washing dishes.

This devotional reminds me that my complaints do not fit with my place. I’m not yet ready for the perfection of eternity. I need to think more about God’s work in me and be more cooperative.

These words also remind me of a friend who laid her hands on me and prayed for the health of my a-fib heart. Then she said, “God heals you. Now act like it.” We chuckle together yet there is great wisdom in acting according to what God says we are.

For instance, He says this . . .

“And, behold, I come quickly; and my reward is with me, to give to every man according as his work shall be.… Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the city.… And the Spirit and the bride say, Come.… And let him that is athirst come. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely.” (Revelation 22:12, 14, 17)

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Jesus, because You have given me Your great salvation, I need to act like it, to rejoice in Your amazing grace. I do have all I need — for all that You give me to do. The water of life is mine. Grace to obey is mine. I have access to all that You have provided for me. This life is worth the struggles. I will spend eternity in that place You are making for me because You have given me whatever I need to belong there.