Numbers
31:1–54, 1
Corinthians 14:1–25, Psalm
26:1-12
In one OT battle, the Israel army killed all the men but
not the women. Moses said to them, “Have you let
all the women live? Behold, these, on Balaam’s advice, caused the people of
Israel to act treacherously against the Lord
in the incident of Peor, and so the plague came among the congregation of the Lord.” (Numbers 31:15–16)
It is hard for me to understand the OT battles unless I remember
the plan of God to redeem and restore a people for Himself, and from those
people produce a Savior who would redeem and restore all who put their faith in
Him. In the big picture, those who opposed Israel (and God) had to be destroyed.
Not only that, the people of God were often forbidden to
take plunder from those they conquered. Plunder like gold, or horses, or any
finery could distract them from true worship and pull them into idolatry.
However, in this OT battle, this army also took plunder when this was not
allowed. Their actions and Moses’ rebuke got me thinking about plunder.
When Jesus forgave my sin and redeemed me, I came into the
kingdom with all sorts of stuff. Most of it was sinful or my attitude toward it
was sinful. For instance, my desire to be a great artist went against the will
of God for me, not that artistic work is wrong, but my attitude was to glorify
me, not God. After the spiritual war to win me from sin and Satan, this plunder
had to be destroyed. Again, it was not the art or the skill but the attitude.
If it stayed in my life, it would pull me away from true worship into idolatry.
Today’s NT reading is about the things we tend to want as
plunder too, this time not before salvation but after becoming a Christian. The
example is those gifts God gives. He allows us to have them, but He has rules
for what we do with them.
In this case, His gifts are the ability to speak God’s
words (prophesy) and the ability to speak in an unknown language. Paul tells Christians
what they should desire between the two options . . .
“Pursue love, and earnestly
desire the spiritual gifts, especially that you may prophesy. For one who
speaks in a tongue speaks not to men but to God; for no one understands him,
but he utters mysteries in the Spirit. On the other hand, the one who
prophesies speaks to people for their upbuilding and encouragement and
consolation. The one who speaks in a tongue builds up himself, but the one who
prophesies builds up the church.” (1 Corinthians 14:1–4)
I read this several times before getting it. Paul says love
comes first, then desire prophesy as the more important gift. It is more
important because I would used speaking in tongues for myself and my
relationship with God. It does not help anyone else (unless there is an
interpreter). However, prophesy is for others, to build them up, to encourage and
comfort the whole church. That means that even after becoming a child of God,
my sinful heart can take the gifts He gives me and use them for myself, but if
my life is governed by love, that will not happen.
The word ‘plunder’ comes to mind again. The dictionary
associates it with taking things that do not belong to me, taking them to use
for myself. This is not what God has in mind when He graciously gives gifts to
Him people. I am not to harbor any of it for myself, whether it is something I
brought into the kingdom, or something God gave me after He brought me here.
Paul had the right idea about his example of speaking. He
said, “Nevertheless, in church I would rather speak
five words with my mind in order to instruct others, than ten thousand words in
a tongue. Brothers, do not be children in your thinking. Be infants in evil,
but in your thinking be mature.” (1 Corinthians 14:19–20) Maturity
is measured by loving others and doing things for them, not for me only. God doesn’t
want me to be selfish.
The psalmist didn’t want to be a selfish person either. He
called out to God saying, “Vindicate me, O Lord, for I have walked in my integrity,
and I have trusted in the Lord
without wavering. Prove me, O Lord,
and try me; test my heart and my mind. For your steadfast love is before my
eyes, and I walk in your faithfulness.” (Psalm 26:1–3)
Some of my spiritual battles result in victory, but then
there is the plunder. What do I do with the selfish temptations that come after
I win a battle against selfish temptations? The desire to be a person of
integrity means resisting the desire to glory in what I did and instead glorifying
God – who is the real source of victory. Apart from Jesus Christ, I can do
nothing, nor can I keep any of it for myself.
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