A child who wants what they cannot have, like candy before supper or a toy with a $500 price tag, might throw a temper tantrum or wail in protest. What do adults do when they want what they cannot have?
I have done that on occasion. No tantrums,
maybe some wailing, but the worst of it is not recognizing this as one of Satan’s
temptations. Consider what the devil offered Jesus in the wilderness: “Again, the devil took him to a very high
mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their glory. And he
said to him, ‘All these I will give you, if you will fall down and worship me.’”
(Matthew 4:8–9)
For Jesus, it seems that these kingdoms
would eventually be His anyway, but I don’t think this is the kind of rule over
the world in the temptations Satan offers me. The Bible talks about an attitude
toward the world that is sinful. It says, “Do
not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the
love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world—the desires of
the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride of life—is not from the Father
but is from the world. And the world is passing away along with its desires,
but whoever does the will of God abides forever.” (1 John 2:15–17)
The devil offered Jesus authority and
glory, but he offers me a world which is about of self-indulgent power and
satisfaction, a world of possessing what I want for myself. This world is
characterized by greed, and sinful desire, not the love of God — which is
sacrificial and gives so others can have life.
Jesus didn’t listen for one moment. He
said, “Be gone, Satan! For it is written,
“‘You shall worship the Lord your God and him only shall you serve.’” (Matthew
4:10)
Unlike Jesus, I’ve not been so quick to
realize what was being presented to me when I get those “I want what I want”
notions. While the temptation might look like something that will satisfy me in
some way, it really is the devil trying to get me away from loving and
worshiping God so I will fall down and worship him instead.
That is entirely loathsome — now that it
is exposed. And I even have a visual reminder. I’m making a “Hobbit” quilt
based on scenes from the Lord of the
Rings, and just finished a block representing Gollum, the disgusting character
whose appearance is entirely repulsive. That image is now associated with any
temptation that offers me what I want in opposition to what God wants. I can
say, “Not my will but Thine be done” and turn from that ugly character.
This is part of the power of God to
rescue His silly children. Our ability to save ourselves remains zilch. Even
after realizing all that Jesus Christ has done to secure salvation for me, Satan
still keeps trying to tip me away from God and still am prone to be oblivious
to his tactics. I must rely on Jesus Christ, abide in Him, trust in His grace —
all the time.
“Blessed
be the Lord God of Israel, for he has visited and redeemed his people and has
raised up a horn of salvation for us in the house of his servant David, as he
spoke by the mouth of his holy prophets from of old, that we should be saved
from our enemies and from the hand of all who hate us; to show the mercy
promised to our fathers and to remember his holy covenant, the oath that he
swore to our father Abraham, to grant us that we, being delivered from the hand
of our enemies, might serve him without fear, in holiness and righteousness
before him all our days.” (Luke 1:68–75)
This is the Lord’s answer to my childish,
selfish and sinful ‘I wants.’ He exposes them for what they are and exposes the
enemy for what he tries to do. As for legitimate wants and needs, God takes
care of those too. Hallelujah, what a Savior!
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